April 6

• 8:00 - Cast eXe showmatch with Zack
• 16:00 - Start getting ready for LAGTV BSG tournament
• 17:00 - Cast LAGTV BSG tournament for who knows how long

April 7

• 12:00 - Immortal vs Broodlings tournament (thank god I don’t have to cast)
• 17:00 - Immortal practise

I’m going to have no voice on Monday morning.

The world is cruel so
I like to immerse myself
In video games,
An imaginary world.
But the truth is,
Reality bites
And when I return,
I want to cry.

Thank you for being kind to me.

I played games with them from sunset to sunrise. ♥

1. I’m not taking Japanese next quarter. It’s going to be a waste of time because I can just learn it on my own. Plus, I want to graduate in three years, and it’s pointless to take the class since it doesn’t satisfy any core/major requirements.
2. I’m going to start learning Korean this summer. I haven’t studied it for  a year. I think I still remember how to conjugate dictionary verbs into formal. I’m a bit iffy on some of the verbs, though. I think I also remember the two ways to conjugate them into the formal negative. But I can’t be too sure. Gotta start over again.
3. I love my job. I hope they decide to keep me. My manager said that she would let me know by March 1 if they will keep me for a permanent position. I’m scheduled to work on March 1 and 2, so I’m hoping that’s a yes. I can’t be too sure though. I will find out my fate by the end of this week. @_@
4. I started playing League of Legends. I’m a super noob. But I can actually get some decent skill shots with Morgana. I got 9 shots in a row one game. I probably could’ve gotten more, but Mark was pressuring me. I also have a tendency to not die. In a lot of games, I’m the last player to die and I don’t die until 20-30 minutes in. I wish I could be as competent in everything else. I hate school. It makes me feel like shit. 3 years, and I’m out. I’ll be doing summer internships for teaching and whatnot instead of going through an additional year of school and student teaching. School is complete shit.
5. I’m getting fat because of mall food and I keep buying chocolate from work. Damn.

Fuck yes.

So my entire team just found out that I’m a girl.

gg.

I used to be proud of the fact that I’m a girl and I play SC2, but now I’m just fucking scared.

So that’s why I don’t talk on TeamSpeak. Ever. I know it would be so much easier if I did talk, but I’m sick of all this creepy shit. So the rest of my team can have fun assuming that I’m a guy. I only told the team leader that I’m a girl, and I told him not to tell anyone. Idk, I just felt like he should know since he’s leader.

On the bright side, I really like this team! I’m going to join them when I get out of the introductory team. Hopefully I can stay with them for a while, and once I get placed into platinum, I’m going to join a platinum/diamond/masters team to get better!

I wish I could play SC2 professionally. I would make so much money. lol. Plus, I like doing it. And it doesn’t require going to school and writing papers. Damn. If only I were good at this game.

So one of my friends whom I met on SC2 posted his address in the info section of his Facebook.

I’m really tempted to send him a letter and a package. Just to see how he responds to it. LOL.

So today I took a 15-minute break and I came back and worked for 5 minutes and then it was the end of my shift.